When I'm depressed
I scroll through the lives of others
Endlessly
Losing myself in their depiction
Of themselves

Surely something great must be happening
To someone else
On the other side of the world
Anywhere
But not right here

Stuck in a screen
They can't actually affect me
I just suck the joy
The newness
The progression

And go absolutely nowhere

The world is endlessly
Open
Opportunities fly in my face
And I beg my God to guide me
I know He knows my unknown

But it's absolutely terrifying